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I haven't seen you in a while. [10 Apr 2009|01:17pm]
Lately it seems like I've been worrying about my problems instead of taking the action to solve them. I don't want this to become habitual.
I need to rehearse.
I need to memorize.
I need to study.
I need to dance.
I need to get more sleep.
I need to breathe.

I need to chant.

...I need a day planner.

I miss my friends. McCarty, I got your note and it made my day 100 times better.
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[10 Oct 2008|06:59pm]
I wish I could live in my own little bubble where I never had to smell marijuana or cigarettes. I seriously cannot escape it. It's all around me, even in my own house. I hate being the only one sober when everyone else isn't, but I don't really care to join along very often, because I don't get a kick out of smoking as my entire social group seems to. In fact, for some reason I get absolutely disgusted. I'm weird.
I don't mind that my friends smoke pot, or anything for that matter. I would just prefer they do it before or after hanging out with me. Except fina, though. I don't mind when fina smokes near me.
Ugh. Whatever. I guess I just feel like when people just absentmindedly light up without asking, it's fucking rude. I'm a singer. I sing rather well. I'd like to keep it that way for a long long long time. Hanging out constantly with people who love ingesting smoke into their lungs could hinder that. And I also deeply care for their well being too. But, I can't do anything to help their addictions to nicotine or their fondness for being high. Wish I could. Can't.
I dunno. I mean, I'm sure I could stand to get over myself a little more, but my smoker friends could definitely be more considerate as well.
Okay. Done ranting.


My play opens this friday with a FREE preview the thursday before. FREE. It's at Valencia East campus in the performing arts center.
What a shameless plug.
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[02 Oct 2008|05:30am]
I cannot help but feel royally fucked over. I'm even losing sleep over it. Shame on me for letting myself be blatantly disrespected AGAIN. If you really care, then why am I the one losing sleep over this? And to people who think it's okay to have an opinion on the matter; It's not.
Mind your own fucking business.
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[08 Sep 2008|01:28am]
I feel so fortunate to have such wonderful people in my life.

Also, my new (and not-so-new) fabulous theatre friends from the Anything Goes cast sang for me along with everyone else that was at Natura. It was amazing.
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FUCKING TALK TO ME. [04 Aug 2008|03:42am]
It's always nice when I can say that I'm so content that I don't even have the right to complain.
I'm gaining prosperity in almost all respects of my life. Financially, socially, and even mentally. I've learned so much just in this one summer, but I think I've lost someone very important to me.
Communication is key, but what can I do when I want to approach and say something and they just don't want to hear it? How can you base an entire friendship on the click of a button?
I want this person to know how closely I hold them to my heart, and how much I care.
I'm losing sleep over this! It makes me insurmountably sad. Depressed, even. They're not even reading this. Whatever.

I really want to move into Alex Halenda's house in february. That lifts my spirits. I already have plans for interior decoration!

I love my new job. I've made a lot of new friends there.

I'm having a theme party for my birthday. Wet Hot American Summer. Start building your costumes now, everyone. Summer campy. Sweat bands, short shorts, primary colors, feathered hair, etc. You'd better be there, god dammit. You know who you are.
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Don't forget. [04 Jul 2008|04:54pm]
Everyone is precious. Everyone is irreplaceable. Everyone has purpose. We are all capable of understanding one another.
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[02 Jul 2008|02:33pm]
I need to stop waking up so late!! I will never ever be able to get anything done in my life.
I feel like a lazy shit.
This must change.
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Sad. [21 Jun 2008|04:42am]
Did you guys know that Cyd Charisse died last week? She was the raven-haired sex bomb in Singin' in the Rain, and she was in Bandwagon, and all these other wonderful musicals.
She was a beautiful dancer and a gifted performer. She died of a heart attack.
I'm sure there are videos of her on youtube. Look her up if you've never heard of her!

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[31 May 2008|05:17pm]

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[11 May 2008|10:33pm]
The past, oh I don't know, five months have been extremely emotional and rough for me. There are a number of reasons why, but I refuse to let these things keep me from being happy any longer!
I'm not ugly, I'm not stupid, and I'm not pathetic, so shut up, Dorothy.

Anyway, the tech rehearsal for my Fringe play was tonight. I'm damn tired. It opens saturday, guys. Come see it. I'm in it. I'll post dates and times later. I'm too fucking tired.

In my dance class today we learned a musical number from Peter Pan. It was the Indian dance. Oh, wait, I mean...Native American dance. I got to be Tiger Lily.

I miss debra already.
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[05 May 2008|05:40pm]
happy birthday, katieweaver!!
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DORTHY [06 Apr 2008|01:26am]

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feta cheese. [19 Mar 2008|12:50am]
Greek Easter is on April 27th this year. Don't forget, okay? kthxbye.
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[25 Feb 2008|06:34pm]
EW. I have jury duty tomorrow!

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I'm sure Moliere would hate Valentine's Day. [14 Feb 2008|03:06pm]
Love as a rule affects men otherwise.
And lovers rarely love to criticize.
They see their lady as a charming blur and find all things
commendable in her.
The pale faced lady's lily-white; Perforce,
The swarthy one's a sweet brunette, of course.
The spindly lady has a slender grace
The fat one has a most majestic pace.
The plain one with her dress in disarray
They classify as a beaute neglige.
The hulking one's a goddess in their eyes.
The dwarf, a concentrate of paradise.
The haughty lady has a noble mind.
The mean one's witty, and they dull one's kind.
The chatterbox has a livliness and verve.
The mute, a virtuous reserve.
So lovers manage in their passion's cause to love their ladies
even for their flaws.
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I am at school. Isn't that lovely? [05 Feb 2008|05:13pm]
Okay, listen.

Nay, we need to hang out. I had a dream that I hung out with you and Yessika and we had a grand time.

Jorge, we need to talk. And hang out.

Will I remember to call either of you? Probably not. I'm letting you know I'm thinking of you though. So there.

I'm doing pretty well. I like not having work on the weekends, but I don't like not having money. I believe I'll have money soon though. I've recently begun going to lots of auditions lately, and I have two in the next couple of weeks. Both are paid acting jobs, and that would be wonderful.

I think I might have a social disorder, and that's funny to me. I wish I could ellaborate more on that, but I really can't.

I'm learning how to tap dance and it's a lot of fun.
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Pimp down. [11 Jan 2008|05:54am]
I just had the most unforgettable amazing time at ihop with Dustin, Mitch, Zach, and our new friends Jeanie and Brian from Spain.
Eric was there too but he was passed out in dustin's car the entire time.

Why wasn't McCarty there??!
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[05 Dec 2007|01:57am]
I'm doing lots of reorganization in my room, and my head is so much clearer.
I miss Laura.
And Deb.
And Jorge.
And Katie Weaver.
And lots of other people.

Where the hell are all the christmas movies@?@@?! I have only seen two christmas specials on abc. Get on it, guys.

There was so much more that I wanted to say. So much for that.
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[01 Nov 2007|01:27pm]
I saw Juliette Lewis at Park Ave. Cd's yesterday. Did you know she has a band??
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[29 Oct 2007|03:38pm]
You guys, come see play.
Sound good? This weekend? Is it a date?
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